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I got some pictures of my new dress up. The black and white ones are crappy quality, I apologize. I took those with a non-digital camera and it's not a great one. It was the only camera with film in it. I love b&w usually, but these turned out bad. Anyway, these are the URLs for those two:
Here are a few more I took with my digital camera [I finally found my memory card!]:
[that dark spot near my shoulder is a bruise]
[that thing by the left strap is the dress holder, not part of the strap]
This was the first one I took... can you tell I have never used the self-timer before? Hehe]
[a close up in attempt to show what it actually looks like... didn't turn out great though. my dress looks navy in all these pictures, but it's actually black with white stripes
[you can see my new shoes in this one, though you can't tell that they have sparkles on the wider strap over the toe, hehe. plus this is one of my new tank tops]
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I can tell I'm bigger. I look bigger. I am not handling this too well... but am trying to tell myself that most people would still think I'm too thin [right???]. But it's really hard to accept. I'm too afraid to know what I weigh. So I will just not go near the scale I guess. I feel gross :( And my hair looks so yucky. I am going to re-dye it before I go, of course. The red is fading but it won't fade out completely so I'll either have to dye my hair red again or dye it blonde, because there's no way I'll get back my natural blonde color by this Thursday [when I leave]! I think I'll do red, because it seems to make my complexion a little less pallid looking. Who am I kidding it will look bad either way... but that's life I guess. *Yawn* There I go again - another countless yawn. I should go to bed, I know...